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A Collection of Thoughts, Poetry , and Wisdom

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Perception is  Everything

Our perception creates our reality and we are a product of our choices and behaviors.  Internal narratives that are created in the mind from childhood and beyond become our realities.  When dancing with the thoughts in our heads; our perceptions, and therefore emotions are more a product of what has been done to us then who we actually are.  We start to become a manifestation of our trauma, forgetting everything else about our authentic selves.  Have you ever been consumed by self hatred, worthlessness, or a desire to die.  This thought pattern comes from the trauma because the thoughts we carry are beautiful liars.  The trauma becomes our truth and everything we do flows from that space causing us to self destruct. We must remember that our past, no matter how ugly, built us; but it does not have the right to define who we are.  

Brooke Horan

The Burning                                                                                                                                                              November 24. 2024

Most people do not embrace the pain much less beg for it; but life is filled with painful choices.  We often avoid hard choices because we know how much it will hurt.  Setting boundaries, removing people from our lives, and standing up for our selves are all fearful concepts; this is because they all come with the risk of loss.  The truth is that the burning is necessary.  Sometimes you have to make decisions that you know are going to hurt like hell but still, they must be made.  I promise it is easier to set your own heart on fire than to wait for someone else to do it for you.  Unconditional love is not an excuse to tolerate emotional abuse and manipulation.  Love is not worth the death or suffocation of your inner self.  Love is not worth the life that drains out of you more and more with each passing glare.  Let it burn, watch all the hopes and dreams go up in smoke because then you can walk away knowing you did not weep on your knees in the ashes, no....you danced in the light of the flames. 

Brooke Horan 

Deserving ...                                                                                  November 17, 2024

 A man’s home is his castle, surrounded by walls; deep inside lays a garden, unbeknownst to all. Over time its flowers wither away, no seeds blow in on the windy days. The walls are too high, the darkness to thick; a barren empty place, hidden far from grace. The man walks alone in his garden of shadows, so deep in his palace no one can follow.  He tends the garden as if it would bloom, but alas, its dry thistles continue to loom. In the moonlight he walks, with only his thoughts, dreaming of roses in the land of the lost.  One night while out on his midnight stroll, a fragile leaf ventured out from the soil.  It was rich and deep from years of decay, the base of a sanctuary for her to stay.  His hands ripped and scarred from the thistles and thorns, he tore them down to protect her from scorns. His melancholy tears fell to the ground, watering her roots without even a sound.  From his balcony perch, high up above; he watched her grow from the sorrow he’d sowed.  Her leaves would be wounded by winters embrace, and storms would break shoots from her emerging base.  He cut back the damage with mercy and grace, despite the thorns piercing his hands and face.  In moonlight she thrived, filling all the space, a secret treasure in this lonely place.  With patients and time she began to bloom, her violet roses brighter than the light of the moon. He would reach for her beauty to hold in his hands, praying it wouldn’t fall, through his fingers like sand.  To the delight of his eyes, the rose opened up, exposing the inner most petals to touch.  He intimately pressed them against his face and his heart once again began to race.  His forgotten skin starving for a lovers embrace, his soul hungry for passions forgotten taste.           

Brooke Horan

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Brooke Gravatt Horan (Lacey B'Rag)

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